just felt a little nervous before monthly examinations' coming,because I didn't m
ake any preperation for it.I once told my mum that I don't wanna be a person who lives in suc
-h a boring surrounding,but she didn't understand me at all.That's normal, in her eyes I hav
e been a hopeful person.She hope I can go to a university,and continue my study in it.But I a
m not a person as her expectations.I like to adventure unknown affairs,try some new ideas.
Perhaps she will never know the scerects about my scores of math.She only knows that I hate ma
-th,but she still hope me can work harder to catch up with others.I'm sorry to say that I DO
not like maths,and will not learn it by heart for ever.
Communications between us by phone didn't work at all,she couldn't accept my opinions,so did
n't I.
I don't wanna argue with u any longer,I just need space for myself.
PLEASE,don't arrange my future for me.
My future is full of unknown factors,a dull day is not belong to me.
I enjoy living in a place where I can see the horizon across the ocean,that's my world with n
o limit.
GAP is a horrible thing indeed which I don't know how to deal with.
